its been a long december

and there is reason to believe



maybe this year will be better than the last

sigh...

i want to walk through this song and video all day long and dream of summer and waltzing and love.

...songs about love that make me melancholy and dreamy that slowy make me feel like grinning and spinning alone in my thoughts

...i wish life were a french musical, though i wouldn't quite understand it, i think i'd be happy and in love, and i know i'd be sharply dressed.

besides the father bit, this sounds about right,

i wish...

...I'm a little nervous about this

I've have never been one to word vomit my life on to the internet, as i'm certainly not a livejournal graduate, alas and tragically so you're more likely to see me scribbling notes that might never get read to people who so clearly do not want to read them via old fashion pen and paper, and perhaps this format of spilling my heart on to a page may be no different, however i'm giving it a go despite my fear of just that.

This is my first entry. I hope youre not as scared as i am. Good luck.